:: memories.dreams.you n me ::

Monday, January 23, 2006

\\*23rd jan 2006*//

hmm.. todae when im in e van with my mom n dad.. i heard 93.3 saying a story of a girl.. its seems so similiar to mine.. den.. memories flowed back.. alot of ppl hab been askin me hw mani bf i hab b4 recently.. n i really wondered y.. todae i took cabbie to causeway point find my mummy.. pass by a piece of land opposite my sch.. ok.. lets start frm sec 1.. when i entered my sch.. i noe nobody.. haha.. started with bare hands.. den i knowing amy and crystal.. den ming yee and jos.. rem tt yr when recess came.. me, ming, amy n jos love to go to e fourth floor n sit there tok tok.. cos nobody will go there n disturb us.. wadsmore.. we can see e clear sky n green grass clearly frm there.. cos there's no buildings.. but now.. buildings start to come up.. intrudgin into our lifes.. haha.. tt yr.. i oso fell in love with someone.. e first guy eva tt lets me feel tt my heart is moved.. but.. i too ugly.. too fat.. nt good enough for him.. hmm.. haha.. it jus continues till sec 3.. den in sec 3 june.. i started my first relationship.. haha.. with Anthony.. hmm.. he is a HUNK ok.. haha.. omg.. i jus cant believe tt he was my first.. lately looked at him.. i was so freaked out.. oh gosh.. haha.. nvm.. my first relationship lasted for like.. 2 mths.. haha.. den aft tt.. came along Eldwin.. haha.. for another 2 mths.. den Edison.. for half a yr.. den Benson for a mth.. Alson for 4 mths.. hmm.. i'm sorry.. so much things happened.. so mani ppl.. tired le.. hmm.. all started from June 2003.. and now.. its Jan 2006.. hmmm.. fast right.. i noe.. hmmm.. i hab something to sae to someone here.. hmm.. but i wonder if u will eva eva read my post.. i've nt forgotten u at all.. i do not know y.. i know tt i hab to let it all go in order to face my future.. but it seems jus so difficult.. i noe there's no chance in e future tt we'll eva gt together.. esp when u don even wanna b frens with me.. but everytime i see u.. i'll jus cry n e tears wont stop rollin down for u.. guess it wont stop until e dae i found my next love.. hmm.. to u.. i mayb stupid n stubborn.. but.. i guess tis is wad they call love.....

thanks so much for all e wonderful memories.. i really do treasure them.. i learned so much thru tis yrs.. growed so much.. and being punished so much for my mistakes.. but to me.. its all worth it.. cos i got my frens with me.. i got my sistaz with me.. i got my family with me.. i jus wanna thank u guys.. for always being there no matter wad i do.. always being so understandin and patient.. accepting my mistake and accepting me.. trying to make me a better person.. allowing me to understand myself.. tolerating my stupidity.. my dumbness.. haha.. i onli know tt.. even if one dae.. i lose mecenary things.. all i need is them.. thanks so much.....

hey, Bryan.. haha.. thanks alot for ur appreciation.. haha.. u are e first guy hu eva commented on my musical potential.. haha.. LOL.. hope tt wad u sae is true and there will b more ppl hu give me appreciations on it.. haha.. and of cos.. thanks for ur appreciation towards my ability of good converse.. haha.. thanks alot for all ur compliments kk.. hope u'll read tis page of mine.. hmm.. tis part is dedicated for u.. wahaha.. LOL.. hope u'll find ur true love soon kk.. GET MARRIED N SETTLE DOWN.. U R NOT AS YOUNG AS ME.. haha.. *bleh bleh*

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|10:20 PM|

[[*The Girl*]]

Elle Low
12/03/88
Pisces
day-dreams-1988@hotmail.com
Working & Studying

[[*My Adores*]]

Jap food
spaghetti
Fruit punches
Cocktails
MY DOG XD

[[*My Detests*]]

Bitches
Bastards
Noise
Food with too much chilli

[[*My Wishlist*]]

New phone + New line
Meet my true love
A whole room for myself
Good & stable job
A job with good pay
~~New com~~

[[*Music's Playing*]]

Artist: -Nil
Song: -Nil

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

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